God is really testing me this week with trusting him and doing his will. Some times my mind will just take over and totally forget that I should not be focusing so much on other things and really be eyes towards God! This is harder and harder once I find things that I want, such a boys. They walk in when I don't really want them to, when I really should be paying all of my attention on God and school. God created me to glorify Him and to worship Him and He deserves more than I could ever give him. I know that God has something planned big for me and just the point of trusting that he will provide for me and he knows what I am going to do in my life, where I am going to work, how I am going to survive, who I will marry if I do. So why do I worry when the future is in God's hands and so in the present. Worrying is something that God does not want us to do, it says in Philippians: instead of worrying about things pray about things and it will bring you peace. Just typing that makes me feel better! God had got it and has got me, i can trust Him! He loves me!! <3 Thanks God, I love you!!